Dating online has its issues, but mostly it's wonderful, it's learning to trust someone's words and your own, learning to be truthful but tactful, it's reassuring that if you ever do have a fight, at least you still have each other.
With another year's distance, I know for certain he'd do anything for me and he'd risk everything to get to me, but we're now at a place where I just can't imagine wanting to commit to such a relationship, because I am me, and I am so completely happy on my own.
Posted on March 16, 2015 by jenpollard Hola.
I have had a great couple of weeks, but not necessarily in a good way.
I think it's time for an update.
I had a scan a couple of weeks ago which showed that my tumour has grown but some of the surrounding lymph nodes have shrank.
Although the scan showed signs of shrinking it is still large and there are no signs of reduction.
They recommend another scan in 3 months and if there is no improvement I'll need to see a specialist to talk about treatment.
The steroids are taking a nasty toll on my body.
I've had severe joint and muscle pain, bad breath, loss of appetite, swollen limbs and have been lethargic and irritable.
At the moment the steroids seem to have leveled out, though I can see on my body that they are making me really hot (I had to have my heating fan on the other day).
I feel like I'm battling the steroids, there are times when I feel like they're just not letting up and they are getting the better of me, but then
make friends online not dating